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You Are My Signal Fire, J [Sep. 29th, 2009|04:40 pm]
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[Current Mood | thoughtful]
[Current Music | Til Kingdom Come- Coldplay]



In a haze, a stormy haze, I'll be around. I'll be loving you always. Always.
Here I am and I'll take my time. Here I am and I'll wait in line always. Always.           






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Lines lines, rhythms and rhymes. [Sep. 15th, 2009|11:35 pm]
[Current Music |["Fireflies"-Owl City]]

" When you are with me, I’m free. Sometimes there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes change may not be what we want. Sometimes change is what we really need and sometimes saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you’ll ever have to do, but sometimes it’s saying hello again that breaks you down and makes you the most vulnerable person you’ll ever know. Sometimes change is too much to bear, but most of the time change is the only thing saving your life."






 

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Let's call it a truce. [Jul. 16th, 2009|01:25 pm]
[Current Mood | moody]
[Current Music |john lennon-imagine]


You can have 400 contacts on your mobile, 500 on your msn list, over a thousand friends on facebook or whatnot and yet not know who to turn to when it rains on your parade, when someone takes your smile away or simply because you just want to tell them you met this stranger who made your heart do cart wheels because he/she had a killer smile. 

You can be popular and always have a crowd behind you but when you fall, would they catch you?Would they save you?  You can have all the money in the world,enough to buy a dozen pairs of Jimmy Choos but what's it worth when at the end of the day, the shoes won't love you back the way you love them?

You can talk a lot and make sense but could you walk the talk and let your actions speak instead because wouldn't it mean more to have someone feel it rather than just hear em' words which could actually turn out empty? They say actions speak louder than words but what's the difference when the actions were done with a motive or out of pity/force, would it still matter?

Good looks, money, shiny cars, popularity and fame...did they ever take its toll on you?
Sometimes,we ought to stop and think and check, are we really stressing on the more substantial and meaningful things in life or the things we just think we can't live without?
Don't let your pride eat you til' you forget what's more significant.

On a sidenote, we're only human but that's not an excuse to keep making the same mistakes.
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Sleep. [Apr. 10th, 2009|08:01 pm]
[Current Location |room]
[Current Mood | hopeful]
[Current Music |LaRue-Everything]


Today, I felt extremely calm, and at ease.
I was bored, and starving.
But it didn't matter.
I didn't feel irritated or sick.
Neither did I feel negativity or any sort of emotional breakdowns.
I just stayed in my room, watching movies,
Read my book.
Watched The Bucket List.
Napped.
For 2 hours.
And later drove out with Sandheep's car.
I felt like a snail.
A slow moving, sleepy snail.
But despite the boring and utter simplicity of my day, I did enjoy lazing around.
Time to myself.




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the unreflected mind isn't worth living. [Mar. 22nd, 2009|05:20 pm]

there hasn't been a single day that i get up without looking at a picture of you in awe, either on facebook, or on the wall in my room. i never thought i would have looked so content in all these pictures with you. even then, content would be an understatement. more like utterly pleased with myself, for finding a catch like you. who knew i'd be smiling like an idiot in every single of them, completely unaware of what's going on around me. smiles off the richter scale, smiles so real. i've been nothing but enveloped in the warmth of your company, dizzy from all the bright lights i never saw before.
 
yes you've opened my eyes, opened them to what i really want in a relationship. you've been growing on me, almost incessantly. so much so that i get irritated by the mere thought of you happier with someone else, that i was never the first person you loved, the first person you held close to your heart. and these are my insecurities. vulnerable is what i've made myself, to you. cause to you, i've given my heart entirely. but what are we without making mistakes, stumbling around and picking ourselves up again. i've made a million and one mistakes, and i'm glad i have, cause they've thought me to see past people's fronts. yes, i do have fragments of my heart all over the place. probably it now no longer resides next to yours, calloused from torture, but wiser than ever. second hand afflictions are all they were, and that's how they'll stay.

i'll always confide in you, cause what we have is more than the novelty of a relationship. know that i'm always here for you, and that when you feel alone in dark like you're the only one in the world, you're also the world to only one.







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I could be an organ donor the way i give up my heart. [Feb. 14th, 2009|04:07 am]
[Current Mood | blah]
[Current Music |The killers-Spaceman]


You know that feeling you get
when you try so hard, over and over again but to no avail.
To hope for something, you know won't come
but you make yourself believe it will.
You think about it so much that you're mentally drained.
That horrible feeling you get when you are on the brink of  giving up,
all the way till you tell yourself 'this is it, no more.'.
I mean, how long can one person last
without any heartening news, right?

Then there's also the feeling after you've fallen over, given up and
forced to give a shrug of resignation.
Then you stop and wonder if you're being made a fool of all this time.
Cause you finally can see a little clearer without those unrealistic hopes clouding the big picture.

In short, the whole thing just sucks, really.
From the beginning right down to the end.
How nice that this is going through my head at
4.12 in the morning on Valentine's day.
Which I got to realise for myself, is overrated.




 

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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2009|11:47 pm]


And just like that, 31 days of 2009 have whizzed by. In a few minutes it'll be February. 


 

 

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Tear Dance [Jan. 15th, 2009|01:47 am]
[Current Mood | lonely]
[Current Music |"Lonely Train"- Explosions In The Sky]



The moon's laying low in the sky
Forcing everything metal to shine
And the sidewalk holds diamonds like a jewelry store case 
They argue,
   walk this way
                     no
                        walk this way.

 

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In the darkness of your eden, you shine on beautiful. [Jan. 11th, 2009|11:21 pm]
[Current Mood | gloomy]
[Current Music |"Minimal"-Pet Shop Boys]


"I've had enough of this parade
 And thinking of the words to say.
 We open up, unfinished parts
 Broken up, its only love."

    
     For the first half of my day, which began at around.. 2 plus. i woke up with the sudden urge to read my book, so I did. Read 2 more chapters and was instantly captivated all over again. I enjoy the writers way in defining the creepiness of the night, the abstract happenings that we all tend to ignore, but are very much aware of. Its scary, but interesting to think of. He pulls you into this completely different, yet somewhat real world.
     Another thing that happened this afternoon, after reading, I looked around my room, and found it in a complete mess. Which, though I find comfort in sometimes, just stimulated something in my brain to clean it all up. So I got out of bed, went to have a shower, came back, put on my boxers and shirt, and started putting everything back in its original order, clothes in the cupboard, bras in the underwear drawer, bags on the shelf compartment, pillows on the bed, wires on the floor, food in the shelves, and shoes in the shoe basket. Straightened out the carpet, and voila! Clean room. 
     It was then, I laid down had a cup of hot milo and listening to "Closer" by Travis.
     Now "Minimal" by Pet Shop Boys.
     Awaiting for the night to fall. Then morning comes, anew week to start anew.


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You can't spoil, these happy days of mine. [Jan. 10th, 2009|07:32 pm]
[Current Music |"All The While"-Boyce Avenue]

                                                                
      This morning around 2, I was searching through YouTube and happened to come across this band, Boyce Avenue. The guy in the middle is an absolutely amazing singer. He's covered many songs like, Bleeding Love, Apologize, Disturbia, No Air and my particular favourite, What Hurts The Most. I just couldn't get enough of his vocals. Their originals are pretty addictive such as, All The While and Change Your Mind. They do the most beautiful acoustics. Seriously people, go look'em up!


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After Dark [Jan. 10th, 2009|06:58 pm]
[Current Music |"Bones"-The Killers]


Within the confines of my room, I find myself, slipping through time.
All around me, I feel a strange calling, and I'm unable to shake its haunting presence.
I wish to sleep peacefully, but I can't.
My mind,
filled with thought,
is a strong disturbance that keeps me awake.
Wide awake.
Within the confines of my room,
Within the darkness, retained in these four walls of mine.
I'm puzzled by what shakes me so.
Is it anger? Sadness?
Heartache?
Joy?
Lethargic?
Amazed?
I can't figure it out.
Theres something about these nights,
Thats differed from others.



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And as you sleep.. [Jan. 10th, 2009|04:02 am]
[Current Music |Again&Again-The Bird And The Bee]


100109, 0337hrs

the darkness falls upon us all,
accentuating this eerie mood we're in.
your head up against the soft feather cotton pillow,
unknowingly this beat you gave life.
calloused fingers run through a board with words and numbers,
tears spilling over swollen eyes.

eyes graze wearily over mangled bodies,
on this floor they do not belong.
they're too excitable with much to do,
and honestly it's you,
only you i wish to be next to.









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Sense. [Jan. 9th, 2009|04:24 am]
[Current Music |"Shake And Pop"-Steve Aoki]


I feel:
Bored
Tired
Uninspired
Exhausted
Upset
Quixotic
Happy
Unhappy
Sad
Loved
Unloved
Melancholy
Lethargic
Nostalgic
And Lifeless.

Most importantly, I feel like having a good sleep, and some black coffee.

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And the world, it really is on fire. [Jan. 9th, 2009|02:46 am]
[Current Music |"Comin' Home"-City&Colour]

                                                                        
      A burst of reality,
     A flame of life.
A haunting presence.
Once of comfort, once of joy.
Now I seem to feel it no more.
Now I start to panic, and my courage starts to vanish.
Yes, the world it really is on fire.
And it burns, and it burns and it burns.
We'll run, run run.
Out into the open.
In fields of gold,
And rays of light.
One day, we'll know the purpose of our living.
And find our way back, to where the grass, was once greener.
Hold your breath, and savour the taste,
The taste of salvation.
Let war end, and peace commence.

One day, we'll bask in those rays,
And lay in those fields of gold.
We'll have a sense of security.
Safe.
From harm.

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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2008|09:30 pm]
[Current Location |room]
[Current Mood | calm]
[Current Music |"across the universe"-beatles]

  
 
No one really wins, so answer me this, why are we at war with ourselves?
  Time really flies by, faster than I'd ever imagined it would. So many memories made, so many moments to treasure. Where did it all go? Where did all those good times roll to? Its hard when all you have are the memories left. But then again, the new and improved ones, are always just around the corner. Which is exactly why, I love life. No matter what, no matter how down in the dumps I get, I know, all you can go is up, all you can feel is happiness at the end, especially when you pick yourself up from all those trying times. Life will get better, it always does. One day, I'll be out of this sea of apprehension and worry. These unchartered waters will cease soon enough
                                                                       

 
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Troubled Waters [Oct. 2nd, 2008|09:02 pm]
[Current Mood | blank]
[Current Music |"Hard Times-Eastmountainsouth]

                                                                                                                        
                                                                         in the end people always turn out to be who
                                                                                     they promised they wouldnt
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2008|10:57 pm]
[Current Mood | grateful]
[Current Music |nirvana]


ugh. sorry it took so long to update.











nothing beats the feeling of getting back home, especailly after sucha long time..












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(no subject) [Feb. 17th, 2008|02:49 pm]
[Current Mood | lazy]
[Current Music |lifehouse-blind]

 
KARMUN ASKED ME TO POST SOMETHING
So, this is it!
Hahaha.

i have only one word to say to whatever has happened in the past 1 or 2 months. 
WOW!
Haha I bet muns gonna once again remind* me for this, she's been reminding me to update this blog since like damn long ago, she can even rememner when I last updated it, lol.
i love you luh,mun (:
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On the second day of christmas [Dec. 26th, 2007|11:51 pm]
[Current Mood | pessimistic]
[Current Music |view from below-juliet simms]

Christmas was not very exciting this year. Other than spending time with people and new friends,it felt like any other day,sad to say. but i got this pink chirtsmas tree over here, mini one=)

                                                       Photobucket

i was having a walk around the housing area in koolpunt arcadia one, the houses are like american style, without gates, nice gardens. most of the people staying here are not local, most of them are japanese taiwanse and sweedish. the japanese kids are so cute, they are so small and with black hair and straight fringe, running around with thier dogs with santa costumes. The skies were blue and the clouds were puffy. Maybe cause its christmas. Alas, Christmas this year really really seemed like any other day.I was excited it was Christmas. but it wasnt tht fun though, other than the dinner at a nice restaurant and party later tht christmas eve night,  nothing much interesting. I was just excited cause i was in a different country i get to meet new people. but hey its still chirstmas, so dont sound so sad. MERRY CHIRSTMAS EVERYONE! 12 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS UH. HAHA. YAY. haha. 
I'm now waiting for chinese new year to come!!!!! haha :) i want ang pao. thankyouverymuch. 
ewwwwwwww school's reopening! yuck. step kick punch. im saying this on behalf of those who still have to wake up early in the morning to go to sch!
KBAI

santa baby, hurry down the chimney tonight.



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(no subject) [Dec. 26th, 2007|07:27 pm]
[Current Mood | hopeful]
[Current Music |in the morning]

                                                                        


                         If you realize what i just realized
                        Then we'd be perfect for each other 
                   & we'll never find another. 






 
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